I should be studying but I'm so damn distracted and annoyed by the fact that I never had to worry about midterms back in Singapore because all we had were term papers but now I've been thrown into this midterm cycle and it's killing me because I'm 1) not used to it 2) can't study for nuts 3) would rather write essays full of long winding reasons than study for AN AFRICAN HISTORY MIDTERM.
I get even more annoyed when I think about how the lectures were full of content that were useless because the prof simply threw us into the subject when all of us had ZERO knowledge about it - and this makes studying so much more painful now ugh I'm trying to find joy in it, like joy in understanding Africa better because I like learning about history and feeling intelligent but the reading is SO DIFFICULT. WHY. WHY does the author keep writing in winding sentences and it's so choppy and hard to read I feel like raging at the paper.
In other news, I'm beginning to write like that annoying author from my reading as evident in this long and winding post that has zero content and is 100% full on ranting and complaints.
Argh.
Argh.
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